new guy?

So I'm in the library trying to study (did I study at all? suprisingly yes for about 10 minutes !) And Steve is there bothering me with his little friend and at this point Erica is gone being the responsible student she is turning into. So what else is there for me to do but scope out boys.
Now keep in mind, the library may not be the first place you would go looking for boys. Trust me, it never was for me either. But lately (and by lately I mean today) I've noiced quite potention in this house of books.
Of course you have your typical nerdy, geeky, obviously socially awkward guys who will more than likely avoid your glance at all costs because they've never seen boobs in real life. Only on their computer screens. Where they also play virtual dungeons and dragons. So then you have the kids who go to socialize A.K.A hoodlums. Now my problem is, these hoodlums intrigue me. Most of them are not very attractive and probably had some sort of illegal drugs on them. But for some reason, I find them endearing. Maybe it's because they are the rebellious kind of person I always wished I could be. The excitment I imagine in dating such a character. Lord knows.
Moving on to the real reason I brought this all up. So he walks in, I only recognize his presence when he is in view behind Steve's head. He is making his way towards the bathroom and we've made eye contact. And from what I can remember from those 5 long seconds, that is all we did. I don't believe our facial expressions changed in those instances. Now I'm sure your picturing this miraculous God who looks like he was literally dropped fromt he heavens. No no. He didn't have long flowing blonde hair, a rugged 5 o'clock shadow at 1 in the afternoon and beams of light were not shining all around him. He was about 6 foot with a hat on if I do recall and some sort of almost auburn colored beard. Not a mountain man beard but more stubble than a young high school teen attempting to grow more than s damn mex-y stash. And if I do recall he had slight gauges (normally this does not attract me but int his case they were modest enough to be respectable but also noticable...what would my father say !). He had on jeans and some sort of jacket but at this point those details were irrelevant. He finally came out of the bathroom and of course I was ready to give him my 100-watt hollywood smile. Do you really think that happened? Nope. It was more of a sheepish, probably including a blush kinda "I like your face" kind of smile. But hey, I got a smile back didn't I? Yes I did. Not to mention, Steve's little friend later informed me that when sitting at the computer desk not 10 feet away from me (he chose this position not long after our rendezvous), he looked me up and down! Alright, maybe not the romantic happy ending you were imagining. But that means he is at least interested in my body!
So then Steve and friend leave and I'm sitting there "studying" and hoping he will come over and say hi. But alas, no such luck. Then I came up with the idea to ask him if he had a highlighter. Of course I didn't ask though. But ok....so while he's not the on fire hot hot type, he's intimidating. he's one of those people who looks like he knows exactly who he is and who he wants. So maybe I'm not it. Maybe he was being polite to smile back, so what if he thinks I'm hot that does't mean he's interested. And there I go assuming he found me hot. Maybe he looked and didn't like what he saw....
But whats the use in thinking like that right? So when I left of course I had to look back and I caught his eye, held it for 2 seconds and turned around like I didn't want him to see me looking.
So of course, we have no school tomorrow so I have no chances of seeing him until next week. But I'm really hoping I will. And now with a new one in my eye, that's even more of a reason for me to work on setting my game up. I gotta throw away the sweatshirts, stretch pants and head bands.